Tuesday, July 27, 2010


exhausted. fullstop.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Mandate? Define mandate.

Kinda confused.
To be fair or to be equal?
What is your true aim?
Will it actually affect what you are fighting for?
Will there always be quality candidates for you to put up there?
Does the statistics show the truth?
How honest are you to say you have received the mandate of the whole community?
To fight for everything, sacrificing everything in between.
I ask you once again, what is your true aim?

Tuesday, July 20, 2010


it turned out my last post was just the beginning of the string of bad luck i was gonna have.
again, gomenasai, otosan, okasan! hontoni gomen! gomen ne, imoto-chan! oneechan kore ga okoru koto wa shitakunai...

hopefully things are ok now. I won't ask for much. Just would like to have my days as usual, with a few ups and bumps in between, as usual. To have me carving smiles and laughter on people around me as well as myself. =) Is that still too much to ask? Okey, i'll take whatever is thrown at me. ^^ BRING IT ON!!! XP

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

when things can't get any worse, it turns for the better. =)
2 days before sem reopens, it was hell for me. *nearly hell
2 opening days of the sem, things were swell.
guess life needs some downs for us to appreciate even a lil ups in it.

new semester, i wonder if there's any new surprises this year.
like what happened to me last semester.
It was a new year, 2010. I wrote a shoutout, wondering exactly the same thing.
Voila! look where i am now...

already in my 3rd yr. reminiscing bout 1s yr, graduation and everything in between...

Sunday, July 11, 2010

string of bad luck...

with noone to run to...
am i? are you? will we? ever?
is it really that hard?

to all who were there for me, thank you.
i'm not sure when you guys will ever read this, but just so you know, i was touched and thankful.
It was meaningful, the friendship and love shown.
quote,"Do you need me to accompany you?", "Juin, do you need a lawyer?",
doing lil cheer-you-up moves...
simple phrases, but i felt home in it.
I can't imagine when it ends, will we still remain as friends?
I hesitated when i deciding i'm in or out, I pray that i remain myself all the way.
Now in it, i'd like to know, have i changed?

May this be a start of something grand and extravagant, something jaw-dropping and memorable.
It's getting late, i'm rambling already.
signin off.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Juin needs

a friend who meets up with her, ask, "How are you so far?" and when she answers, "Fine! *smile*", this friend will give her a hug and tell her, "Don't worry, everything will be okey."

I had just costs both my parents their blood and sweat. Hontoni Gomenasai!!!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010


True friends know your weaknesses, but show you your strengths.
Friends are the family we choose for ourselves.

Home is where I can look and feel ugly and enjoy it.

It will turn out good in the end, if it's not good, it isn't the end.

I'd like to think that other people are the ones who screw up my life. But really, it's me.

You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have.

If you want the rainbow, you've gotta put up with the rain.

My head says, "Who cares?" But then my heart whispers, "You do, stupid..."

Don't make decisions when you're mad, and don't make promises when you're happy. (So true..)

LQTM (Laughing Quietly To Myself) is the new LOL.

If you're reading this...
Congratulations, you're alive.
If that's not something to smile about, then I don't know what is.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

MHS and a new semester~

It is this time of the year again, where new students flock into campus, and get the shock treatment. Mild ragging so-call-it.
We had a speech from Tan Sri Arshad Ayub this morning. Inspiring speech! And he just mentioned that we are only a quarter of his age. Impressive long speech from someone that old! I might be senile or dead already by that age! LOL... might be!
Anyway, it was a happy moment to be in. It is like a candle burning from both ends, it doesn't last but it does give out the brightest light! =)
*group pic*

Time does fly, distracted i am.
Why i do not know, for what i feel is foreign to me.
I need an ear or a shoulder, please... =S

I dunno how to deal with it, that's why i seem to push it away. sorry~