Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Happy Merdeka 2010

Scared myself silly hearing the alarm rang at 8.30am and thinking i woke up late for class at 9am. Even loudly told my roommate/coursemate, Alice, that we were late for class.
Mel, my other roommie, who was also sleeping, mumbled: "Juin, cuti la..."
It is the 31st of August 2010.
I fell right back to sleep.

Happy Independence Day, Malaysia!

Monday, August 30, 2010


Thanks Ashree, you might never read this, but still i'd like to say thanks.
To know that a friend values me as a good listener.
You have been a close and mature friend. I pray for your health and wellbeing. May you overcome your "invisible" obstacles and come out more stable and stronger.

To all my Muslim friends. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Also, would like to take this post to congratulate my high school, SMK CHWS, KT, for making it into the Malaysian Book of Record for the longest chained-message; length of chained messages, numbers of messages and number of chains used!! AWESOME!!!
To teacher Lucy and Mr Seah, Happy Retiring!

Sunday, August 29, 2010


Friends don't let friends do stupid things.... alone.

Never apologize for saying what you feel, that's like saying "Sorry, for being real.."

*i just love reading quotes online*

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Sunday, August 22, 2010

life has been swell. I found my favourite watch back, got to meet my sis n her bf, chris...
coming week ll be hectic, up til now life's still good.

But now...another chapter...

Pretentious or true? Or just my view?
It is me or is it you?
One-eye view or heart will do?

How the world is about perception.
How my truth can be your deception.
And some things are plain emotion.

Am i building a wall around me? Am i??
Am i sealing my emotions? 'cause hardly anythin gets to me now... and i wonder if it's you.
Does palm lines show your destiny? 'cause mine ain't coming true...just yet...

p/s: a full cow. will it always work??

Monday, August 16, 2010

i knew you would come back to me

My precious Alba...
I found you!!!
Have a little faith... So true... =)

Thursday, August 12, 2010

me like this..

"The longer i live, the more i realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude to me, is more important than facts. it is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, gifted ability or skills. It will make or break a company, a church, a home.

The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace from that day. We cannot change our past, we cannot change the fact that people will act in certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing that we can do is play on the one string that we have, and this string is.. Attitude. I am convinced that life is ten percent what happens to me and ninety percent how i react to it. And so it is with you... We are in charge of our Attitudes."

- Charles Swindoll

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

life unlived

when night comes and aim is lost,
illusions were true and it ain't yours,
sail forth, sail through the seven seas,
stars show a path u shall not miss,

if smooth were the sand, feel through thy toes,
too smooth the way thy feet shall go,
lil pebbles along the way,
to carve in kindness, there they shall stay,
silver lining, every cloud own,
gold lining not made known.

Me love the way this poem rhymes,
the way me love the grand clock chimes.
3 clicks the shoes, home shall i be,

can't wait the day 'Win' shall be me,
apparations of children climbing the tree,
oh, that's actually my sisters and me!

Life's too short, candle burnt, brief,
Fear not to death but life unlived.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

what if..

you are the second option chosen.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010


To all my seniors graduating this week, especially tomorrow! FoS seniors, おめでとう!!축하 해요!! Félicitations!! Tahniah!! Congratulations!! 恭喜!!

It has been hectic this week. Events clashing all at one go. If only i can split into few other me-s.
People tell me "Follow your heart",
but when my heart is split into pieces, which piece should i follow?

Btw, few out of many symptom of gastritis:
1. Pain is usually in the upper central portion of the abdomen (pit of the stomach)
2. Gastritis pain occurs in the left upper portion of the abdomen and in the back. the pain seem to go straight through a person as it travels from the belly to the back.
3. Bloating
4. Feeling of fullness or burning in the upper part of the belly.

uh oh...

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

the world is about perception

Hurt is a perception.
It is self-inflicted.
Noone can hurt you but yourself.

dedicated to friends who are dealing with their own demon.

Monday, August 2, 2010


Yasser Sakimehr - Warrior of Light.

From Pusat Kebudayaan.

Performance during the launch of FESKUM '10.