Friday, June 29, 2012

Another cycle!

2nd cycle of the zodiac.
Had a great day! And it is a weekday!
I worked... 
But it ended with a roadtrip, superb dinner (added bonus with wonderful company) and a movie!

Without the current social media, I actually realized not many people know about me.
For those who do, I love you!! <3

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

What do I want from myself?

Need to find my goals before giving others theirs.
What do I want myself to want from you?

Step 1: Setting Big Goals.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

This should go global!

Watching this made my day

Laying down ground rules

In any relationship, ground rules are necessary.
To know how high or low your expectations are, and not wanting to be in between, confused.
Also standing firm, not letting the other party push your boundaries or challenge you.
Communication must be explicit and clear.
Trust is a must as well.

How far do you trust me? And how far can I trust you?
Only one chance to make an impression~ Aaand it's gone.
In my case, it is back!

Monday, June 18, 2012

You're not okay, I'm not okay, and it's okay~

Acceptance is the escape button.
Have been trying hard to change things and expecting change.
Now that I'm okay with me not being okay, not okay just became okay~

Letting go of thoughts now,
for new ones shall perch on my shoulders.
Let them be, as a companion,
which may again leave, soon enough,
for the constant thing is always change.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Don't wanna live by no-one else's design

I love it when ideas start bursting in my mind.
Creativity can give such high!


When I notice myself changing from the person I used to be, I hesitate.
Change is not necessarily a good thing, but changing for the better, why not? But then again, for better or worse, who is to judge?
I am starting to question the way I live life.
I hesitate a lot. Spontaneous as I may seem to be, I have had my shares of regrets on missing out on stuff.
The road not taken. The door unopened.
However, all those things I have missed have led me here.
And I am therefore who I am now because of all the things I missed.

Glad I missed them then! =D

Thursday, June 14, 2012


Messages carved in trees, 

which also cost 60sen. 

Change in the present

Affects the future, someway, somehow...

He used to be part of a trio. Being late is normal, no books to class, normal.
Playing paper football in class is normal too; to disregard the teacher teaching in front is okay.
Being loud
Now, he is on task. He asked to confirm if what he is doing is right.
He ignores his duo friends and focuses on given exercises.
He improved in his recent Math exam is now about 10 points away from passing.
He used to be 3 times further than that from the passing mark.
Now, hearing his improvement and how near he is to achieving something that seems possible now,
he actually had to double confirm with me: "How many marks more to pass, teacher?"

I hope he sees in him now what I saw and still see in him: POTENTIAL.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Anyone out there?

I think H is screwing with me again.
Need a shoulder to cry on but there is none.
Well, whoever that offers might regret too cos I'll be ranting non-stop. =S

I seem to be focusing more on the things I cannot do and not doing well than noticing positive stuff going on around me.
Por que?

However, I would like to thank my housemate, Sharon, for bringing up the fact that Natasha is now very interested in learning compared to how she first was, disinterested and lost hope.
There are many more Natasha that I overlooked in class, and I need to pull myself back together, at least for Natasha.

BUUUUT, tomorrow is not Natasha's class! =S

Fail to plan and plan to fail

The gap just widened.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

I just found out...

when I'm stressed,
sweet drinks help, it seems.
So now my favourite drink is Ribena!!

Tomorrow is the new term for school.
Another 15 weeks (plus minus) to make an impact and push these kids to a whole new level they never thought they could achieve, or never even knew about.
They are like any of us, full of potential.
But how do I make them see what I see in them?


She is my first, and she shall be named Cassiopeia.
I shall always be reminded of the good ol days and bitter sweet memories.
Where there is life, there is still hope.

Always keep the faith.

Monday, June 4, 2012


At time where my guess is as good as yours,
And darkness, a blanket,
Yet see light in places that lights shine not.
A beginning, yet the end;
Dawn-to-be; everything seems different yet the same.
And it feels just right...