Sunday, October 25, 2009

lost soul...

it is the time again...
i do not know if other people experience the same thing as me, but i have a weird cycle whereby after some time, out of nowhere, i have an urge to be alone... time out from everything, to hide only in my own world, my sanctuary, my comfort zone.
i won't feel like talking, won't even feel like smiling...like i lost my soul...
fortunately for me, i don't hear weird voices in my head nor turn into another person while in the same body.
i found a way out... through music...
melodies...rhythms...beats...harmony in groups of voices...the sounds of instruments...in sync...
they are like voices of angels, soothing and calming, unable to take away any problems of mine, but yet able to take me away from my problems for the instant i am in their world. so far, yet so near... so humble yet so splendid...
never thought another person's voice can do so much for me, i don't think the person knows either! =)
always keep the faith...
*hopefully i get my soul back again*

2 comments:

MiCkY WeRn said...

u`re si beh stressed la jie...since when have you becomed so negative de?? *worry*
but no mater what u`ll alwys be my lovely da jie!!
xoxoxo
love euu
wern aka micky >_<

~JuiN~ said...

eh, mmg thr a times like dat de leh, dis is not my first!
anyway, u seem more expressive since u went japan!
b4 dis nvr lovie-dovy like dat...
*shivering* LOL
ya ya, i lub eeuuwww too! <3