Tuesday, July 27, 2010

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exhausted. fullstop.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Mandate? Define mandate.

Kinda confused.
To be fair or to be equal?
What is your true aim?
Will it actually affect what you are fighting for?
Will there always be quality candidates for you to put up there?
Does the statistics show the truth?
How honest are you to say you have received the mandate of the whole community?
To fight for everything, sacrificing everything in between.
I ask you once again, what is your true aim?

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

したくない

it turned out my last post was just the beginning of the string of bad luck i was gonna have.
again, gomenasai, otosan, okasan! hontoni gomen! gomen ne, imoto-chan! oneechan kore ga okoru koto wa shitakunai...

hopefully things are ok now. I won't ask for much. Just would like to have my days as usual, with a few ups and bumps in between, as usual. To have me carving smiles and laughter on people around me as well as myself. =) Is that still too much to ask? Okey, i'll take whatever is thrown at me. ^^ BRING IT ON!!! XP

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

when things can't get any worse, it turns for the better. =)
2 days before sem reopens, it was hell for me. *nearly hell
2 opening days of the sem, things were swell.
guess life needs some downs for us to appreciate even a lil ups in it.

new semester, i wonder if there's any new surprises this year.
like what happened to me last semester.
It was a new year, 2010. I wrote a shoutout, wondering exactly the same thing.
Voila! look where i am now...

already in my 3rd yr. reminiscing bout 1s yr, graduation and everything in between...

Sunday, July 11, 2010

string of bad luck...

with noone to run to...
am i? are you? will we? ever?
is it really that hard?

to all who were there for me, thank you.
i'm not sure when you guys will ever read this, but just so you know, i was touched and thankful.
It was meaningful, the friendship and love shown.
quote,"Do you need me to accompany you?", "Juin, do you need a lawyer?",
doing lil cheer-you-up moves...
simple phrases, but i felt home in it.
I can't imagine when it ends, will we still remain as friends?
I hesitated when i deciding i'm in or out, I pray that i remain myself all the way.
Now in it, i'd like to know, have i changed?

May this be a start of something grand and extravagant, something jaw-dropping and memorable.
It's getting late, i'm rambling already.
signin off.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Juin needs

a friend who meets up with her, ask, "How are you so far?" and when she answers, "Fine! *smile*", this friend will give her a hug and tell her, "Don't worry, everything will be okey."

I had just costs both my parents their blood and sweat. Hontoni Gomenasai!!!