D-Day has come...

It's here...
PTH day is here.
We did a full dress rehearsal yesterday night, all seems to go quite smoothly.
We also did a stage-praying ceremony to hope for beautiful weather and that all will run smoothly.
I super-duper hope that it will end fantastically well.
Skipped class for the whole day, sorry mummy!
But because i did the class-skipping, so to make up for the naughty things i did, I'll perform my best tonight!
i so wish that my family can come watch me perform tonight.
also missed the times when my high school organize the Malam Bakat,
those times when my friends and I did the deco n enjoyed the night.

A Quote I Admire...

To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour.

Fragments from "Auguries of Innocence"
~William Blake~

feeling that 24hrs a day is not enough...

MAK committee...

Transportation Unit I'm in. Leader: Joshua(sitting, centre)

Our unit with Pengarah Projek, Kak Ain(centre).

Pic taken after MAK phase 2 night.

Hectic!!! this few weeks have been chaotic for me.
There's tons of assignments, test queueing up one after another, plus, college xtvts is also all scheduled in this semester!!!
Now, classes are solely attended for attendance and sleep. How bad can i get??!!
I'm now til a stage where i even forgot that there's no class on a certain time and woke up to attend it. Fortunately, i didn't walk out of my college gate yet.
i'm also at d stage where work need to be handed in that day and i'm doing it the day b4 or that day itself.
Days are lived to one at a time, not foreseeing any oncoming schedule ahead of time, realizing things only at d nick of time. I'm lucky i'm not in any of my lecturer's black list yet.
my college's dinner, MAK, is finally over. Now, need to focus on Pesta Tiong Hua.
In deco unit by the way, feel sorry to my leader for not doing much.
Dancing as well...hehe...my 1s performance on stage.
Seeing my friends getting thinner by the day cos of this PTH makes me hurt inside as well. However, it's good to see how close everyone became cos of al the working-together n stuff.
Gotta befriend a lot of ppl, during MAK also. hectic but it was a pleasant experience...

Surely i'll miss a lot of things after everything is over......

Now, need to get back to a super hectic week. 2assignments need to be handed in next week, 2 test tomorrow, presentation also next week, PTH on next Tue, not even a week of time to PTH d.
=( need to get back to work liao... T-T

my new love...

cont fr last blog... my sis is ok d.. scared myself... her eyes is healing. it's just viral infection.
life continues as usual.
now getting busy wif my college activities. college dinner especially.
oh, bout the title? dun misunderstand.
it's my new interest in another boyband.
TVXQ was my 1s, i guess... now..BIG BANG!!!!
i like Rain too...erm.. add in lee hyo ri as well...
ok, i am into korean n japanese music, n everything connected to the industry, including the acting part. so it's normal to see me stuck to my laptop, enjoying videos or music.
study is ok i guess... i'm quite enjoying my moments in university. however, i stil misses my times in f6.
now my latest dream to complete with my f6 frens is to reunite in our midyear, then break in our old f6 class, n take d same pic wif d same pose. but it will never b d same, as lucia won't b in d middle, posing...

i wonder how my frens r doin in their own uni??
hoping for hot news when v meet up again!!
i wonder if any of my idols will be comin up with a concert in kl dis year??
sure hope at least one do.. i haven't given up my first time yet...to a concert...
waaa... who will i giv it to? TVXQ? BIG BANG??
whoever it is, i sure hope i can enjoy my 1s concert to d max!!

now... nd to get back to my studies, ooppss.. haven't finish up my essay!!!

widen my perspective in life...

life in uni has been quite interesting for me.

i did quite well in my exam. i mean from my point of view, my result was quite ok...

3.34, is that ok?? i'm satisfied... other opinion doesn't really matter.

There are projects here n thr. all these has made me seen many things i had been to innocent to realise.

Life before uni must have been quite pure n sweet for me, i guess.

Anyway, now i start seeing how damaging the internet can be.

it has ruined my impression on some ppl i know.

sometimes, some things are better left unexplored, however, like they say,

curiosity kills a cat. my curiosity on the other hand, killed the possiblilty of a friendship.

there are somethings ppl shouldn't lay their hands on. And one particular thing is the keyboard, when u'r angry! then press "send" or "post"!

enough bout that.. no more details..

now about wat's new with me.

my course is goin quite smoothly. timetables are all registerd nicely. just the fact that i stil can hardly go tru one class without dozing off.

Also, started a new book-chase : Twilight n the series.

haven't started addicting on dramas yet. but x worries.. i stil hav one whole semester.

Plus, i just wanna wish all the best n get well soon to my beloved sister, Wei Shern.

she's goin tru a tough time in the hospital being poked n shone by nurses n doctors. scanned n checked daily. she's havin an eye problem. now they'r stil diagnosing the cause.

So, pray for her n may she heal like nothing happened.

Hope my family's worries will be over soon

judgement day

finals are comin. nearly everyone is busy studying, or holding a book for their own sake.

however, i chose a path less taken.

i played games, online games, watched movie, chatted, surf d net... did everything but revise.

how worse can it get?? i did all that just one week b4 my exams.

hahaha... but only 1 day to go... now d fear creeps in...

half regretted spending my precious time doing all that.

i studied, a little here n there... hopefully it's enough to excel myself to a position whereby i won't embarrass myself too much.

wishing all my friends super duper Best of Luck in their finals!

My schoolmates n best pals... my sisters... my university friends... whoever i missed or indirectly forgotten...

hope everyone scores with flying colours.

P/s: english getting from bad to worse, nd to do smt bout it.

from an addict...

it's been a while... life continues as usual...

just been back fr my college's ccc trip. been to cameron.

scale: 1 - 10, i'll giv it a 6.

thr r moments of fun n friendship, yet i dun see d impact as much as others camps i'v joined.

enough bout that.

title of my blog doesn't mean i'm on drugs...

it's on drama series!! now, addicted to gokusen, hana yori dango, hana kimi, ouran high school host club...

more to come of course!!!

i'm so deadmeat, in hot soup now! but i can't help myself.

these are quite old dramas, but absolutely enjoying it anyway

literally addicted. there's no other word for the situation i'm in now.

won't be able to escape this blackhole so soon, but i'm whole-heartedly willing to be in it.

BWAHAHAHA...

Life's short, better enjoy while i can...

i wanna be a person who can say that : my happiness is for me to decide, not others.

however, i can't. i noticed many of my actions orbit araound how others look at me,

what others will think, what affect'll it have on others.

everything orbits around the effect it'l cause.

i nd help n advice!!

mom told me: u think u'r very important in the community, actually u'r just a tiny part of it la...

so stop thinking too much!!

haha... got me bombed right in the face!

started thinking bit more for myself now... enjoying all these dramas n songs like